Johann Low

金曜日, 2月 19, 2010

[Coincidence?]

Ur Prince Johann Low has not ignited his feathered 'pen'/keyboard since I dunno when. He used to blog cos he was emo, not that he is emo now but something just struck me.

It seems bizarrely strange and I came to realise it while waiting at the bus-stop for my bus. Last year was literally a peaceful year for me (besides the mad rush of some work load etc). But it was not so in the beginning of the year when I was somehow distracted by this thing called 'love' or desire to meet my princess. Somehow or rather, I must have heard wrongly since the whole episode, a short one thankfully was not very peaceful and I had so much doubts about it.

Strangely this year, it happened again...being sort of entangled in this thing called 'love' or wanting to find the other one. After a month of slight anticipation, I came to realise that Papa God still knows the best, when He says 'No', it is really the best for His children. I realised this some time back and Papa showed it to me again...I felt the Holy Spirit literally talking sense to me, yes conviction.

At one of the lowest point in my life, Papa said 'No', to me to be with someone I really fancied. I really came to understand recently and now why cos if I were to be with that someone, my life will be thoroughly ruined. Like a parent who will says 'No' to their child who almost came to touch a naked fan or a spinning fan, what's more of the Perfect Father, will not He says 'No', to the things or people we fancied but is not beneficial for us and even to the expanse of seeing us hurt during that period of time? What's more that Papa knows EVERYTHING, even more than our earthly parents will ever know.

How great is the Father's love,
More than we will ever know,
Only if we can really trust and follow,
Will we see His Love endlessly flow.

Johann Low (-:

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