Johann Low

月曜日, 5月 05, 2008

[church and somethings 1st time]

The last time I went to church was in...2002? It has been so long since I stepped into a church, for whatever reasons then. The journey since then has been ups and downs, I guess I must have been thoroughly worn out inside.

Several emotional setups left my spirits in a dump, probably a record low. Until recently, I thought myself as someone who cannot make the 'standards' of most sg gals. It was only after a recent event, then I realized I was kinda of wrong, it was them who cannot meet my standard which honestly is..so simple but perhaps almost impossible for most to achieve. [b] How many sg gals can see beyond the transitional facade of materialism and love a guy for whom he is, and not by how much is his salary, what car he drive, what type of housing he can provide? [/b]

....Dunno what's up with the above lines but anyway, finally went back to church. This time to COOS, Church of Our Saviour @ Queenstown area. I guess it was God's calling, somehow. I read a Daily Bread passage saying something 'God is waiting..' and I guess that was it, my call, to go back 'home'. It was not too bad. Hyms were touching and nice and there were several occasions I was literally moved to tears. After service, we went for 'fei lou ship' - fellowship which was sitting down at the nearby hawker center for some light snacks and drinks.

Then I went home with a lift from a fellow church member who is ard my age and is already a manager and has a car. Almost could not resist to think that I am only 1 yr younger and have virtually nothing to boot haha but I brushed it off, knowing that does not matter at all because God does not look at all these.

When I was on the way to church, I realized how beautiful the morning sun was, the golden bask of light that blankets the grass and all. On Sunday, I feel very different. Indescribable feeling.

And monday I am on leave! yay. Something came to me and I decided to watch Iron Man alone and I did. 1st time watching a movie alone haha. Although not as engaging as Transformers, I think it is very well done and follows the comic closely. The witty humour was good, effects are nicely done, particularly I love the transformation sequence where the parts of the armour move around.

Today is a good day, can't help wondering abt tmr.

elow at 10:53 午後 |

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