Johann Low

日曜日, 11月 11, 2007

[just another week]

Besides the slightly cooler weather and occasional rain, nothing much has been happening besides work and seeing that gal on bus 63. It could be like the eye one sees everyday? I am looking forward and also not looking forward to see that gal. =/ Seeing her makes me feel alive and actually make me realise I do exist.

Anyway I think I need some serious self healing of my own self esteem. A nice sister said I need inner healing. I do wonder how wil I have any inner healing. She is right, I am not really in the best of mindset now. I do feel uber lousy about myself most of the time. for eg, whenever I saw the gal, i would think a gal like her cfm will have bf? and even she is single, her tiaojin so good (looks alone to me), given a choice she will definitely pick this other guy who sometimes board the bus (tall, super good complexion,wears a tie and looks so sophiscated, lean, prob earns 3-4k a month) Me?, quite the opposite (not tall, bad complexion (and lazy to maintain or do anything abt it), dress in short sleeve short like some low pay worker which I think I am anyway, plumb etc etc.

Amidst all the downs and grays, Jay Chow's new song 陽光宅男 in his latest album kinda perk me up hahaha. This new album is quite refreshing. His opening track, Niu Zai Hen Man is a breakaway from his usual Jay Chou's style. Some people dislike it but I like it because it is funny,witty and something different.

My Leopard is finally ready for shipping! heehar wah lao vpostusa is really slow but they are certainly very fast when I made my payment via CC for shipment, zzz..I hope to receive it this week as well as my 2 games frm HMV Japan. Hopefully, my weekends wun be so boring hahaha. Also looking forward to another seemingly good game called Assasin's Creed, but most that will be next month. For Dec, it will prob be Assasin's Creed + Wii Fit haha, hope I can lose some fats with it.

Well, for anything else, let God do His will.

elow at 11:40 午後 |

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