Johann Low

木曜日, 12月 07, 2006

[better skin?]

yes im bored so..

I think my skin is getting better thanks to CPs and retin-a,TDF washes and doxy (anti-biotics)

Now is to find movtivation to split the big continent into smaller grounds. hahaaaaaa...

I kinda missed the days when I would spend the nites watching Princess Hours DVDs. OF cos I am still holding on to the discs but there seems to be nothing much to look forward to these days. Recently, it is to check comments in my chatbox to see for new comments but thanks to my 'enthusiasm', that person has left for saner grounds. Still I wanna say, I am sorry.

Life is pretty stark.pretty colorless,tasteless,odourless. It is like a white sheet of paper, only at times stinted grey and black. I hardly go to the movies anymore. Missed tonnes of movies which I swore I wld watch. Friends are busy, if not it will be we cannot find a suitable time for us to meet up. Life now is just work,work work work work work and work. Weekends is at home online,slp,eat,TV.

I do welcome some colors but I am afraid I might neglect them. I am also afraid of losing them. Am I ready for new colors in my life? I dunno. But it seems I am not cos whenever I feel some possibility of new colors, my eagerness to reach to them often make them to shun away further. The more I pursue, the more they run away. I dun deny I enjoy attention. I enjoy to be in the mind of someone, I like people to think of me, to miss me, the more so if they verbally tell me so.

Suddenly I just feel so alone. =/

Maybe I need more fans =P

elow at 12:37 午前 |

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