Johann Low

水曜日, 8月 30, 2006

[oh life?]

Can't think of any suitable title.so there u go. I hope this will be a short entry cos my eyes are closing. Last week's been swell, met up 2 podders. Things went well except for that long wait (or mayb nt THAT long) @ Fish n Co's. I had blackpepper stingray again and I assured u it is darn good. So history did kinda repeat itself, well kinda since I also went out with bunch of podders last yr as well. But not as frequent for this yr. I was trying to keep things in balance and not outta control, well it almost did went gaga but good thing is I manage to hold back. I absolutely abosutely abhor that emotional roller coaster ride last year and I swear I will never go thru it again.

Things seem much better controlled except for the annoyance of 2 flies (u know as in when u r trying to have a decent meal then flies come buzz ard u etc), one young horny lame arse and one lame fcuktard flamboyant pompous flirt playboy wannabe. Well I can't blame the horny young arse for being lame, but for a nearing the big # fcuktard to act so hard up gals...especially SINGAPOREAN gals. What's up with SG gals? does it mean upping them make u feel as if u conquer the world or something?
Well the thing is u ain't particular rich, u dun look hot, u are just a lame fucktard trying to act flirt and drop dead gorgeous and please, backstabbing other males in front of a gal dun put u in a good light. Praising every pussy u see to the skies dun look good on u too. Same thing for that young arse. Saying cringing stuff like, 'I wanna lomantic only with u' dun make u look any better than a dog wagging his tail. well at least dogs are cute but u are not?

I invented a new word! Fcuktard! Anyway it stands for fucking retard, exclusively for uber lame arses and peasants. I can't believe I dedicated one para of my own virtual space to them haha.

Somehow i managed to find back that carefree feeling today after getting lost for a few days. I awfully miss it. It is nv wise to get involved too deep into thing related to humans. I find humans disgustingly ugly, if u get too involved into anything. The complexity is disturbing. For someone like me who can be so sensitive to almost everything, the best way to keep sane is to care selectively and only for the worthy.

For anything else, it is what I like to say. I dun care. I really don't. For this world is only temporary, I am only a passing through. My treasures are tied up,somewhere beyond the blue.

elow at 12:33 午前 |

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