Johann Low

日曜日, 7月 23, 2006

[withdrawal]

recently i really abhore the idea of meeting people, or even seeing them, esp tonnes of them.When I am taking the trains, I will face the side of the door which will only open at Braddell and Cityhall. the other side which opens and the sight of people gushing in like a mad river or like a burst dam at almost all the other stations is too overwhelming.

I think humans are ugly. It is much assuring looking at other animals and plants than to look at my own kind. I dislike the idea of going to orchard where hordes of people roam the streets. i was asked to join my bunch of poly mates for ktv, movie n dinner. But wheni heard there will be a rather big grp, be it gf with the bf, or guy with the bf, imagine a sight with unknown pple kinda 'freak' me out. cos I dunno how to deal wif them. Anyway I turned down the 'invitation'. I am probably not on their official list anyway.

A colleague was married yesterday. Not particularly close to her but again the sight of unknown people, esp big grp of unknown people made me to decide to turn down the invitation haha. Somehow i feel more secured in my old small n warm room than to meet things like people. I dun mind meeting my friends but a big grp with unknown people, no no, for now that is.hahaa

But chatting wif people online seems to be ok tho, mayb its at the comfort of my home. thanks to previous experience, if i were to ever meet them, im sure things will be not so nice again. It is always 'nicer' to speak virtually than to meet up in person. Perhaps I dun have such an approachable nature and face, tats why i find it harder to interact with people? But im really easy going most of the time, im generally fine with anything.

Anyway, workwise, is ok. Some hiccups here n there..somehow the PRCs just dunno how to or dun wanna follow instructions. They r getting tad handful.Tis order is gonna be a loooooong one..since it is almost worth 500k SGD of products. eeks.

elow at 11:59 午後 |

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