Johann Low

日曜日, 5月 14, 2006

[something not too right]

I think something is not right, with me of course. Lately I cannot slp too well, not too sure if its the afternoon naps. As usual the 'not-myself' shit went spinning inside my head rendering me to wonder who am I, what am I,where am I etc etc. My temper is a rollercoaster ride. I can be emotionally dead at times and I can blow up like a volcano at the slightest prick. Last night a friend tested my patience. Recently I dunno what happened to him going bonkers abt making money, making me almost impossible to recognise him anymore. Every damm word from his mouth is $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.

Wah lao, the last thing I need is having someone to tell me how shld i run my finances. I know the importance of money. I KNOW IT TOO WELL. I dun need anyone to harp on his financial whatever he is in, how to overcome his problems, his ambitions,how i shld be ambitious,how my friends are ambitious,their plans, their goals,their condos,their cars,their achievements. DO I LOOK LIKE I GIVE A FUCK?! Whatever they do, whatever their accomplishments, what does they gotta do with me? If they earn 1 million dollars, do they give me $1k outta it? Then why shld I give a fuck on what they do,they did and what they will be doing?

I appreciate the concern but dun harp non-stop. It is simply a pain the ass. Period.

Ah, things will revert back to slight normality. Idleness is the devil's workshop. How true how true. Anyway, I think i will be going to Jpn soon for biz trip. Oh yeah I just got Jolin Tsai 舞嬢. The MV is GOOD!!!!

yeah~

elow at 11:35 午後 |

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