Johann Low

金曜日, 4月 28, 2006

[now and then]

3 more days to being 26. how time flies. 10 yrs ago, when i imagined that by the time i was 26, i might be probably married, drives a car. Looking at myself now, it seems all pretty far away. I have been thinking these days, the perks and downs of being in a r/s. Honestly i am pretty satisfied with myself right now. Everything now is me myself and myself. I do not really have the intention of settling down.

Tho i do feel that tinge of lonliness at times, esp when i see couples being 'oh-im-so-in-love'. But when i think of the problems that come with a r/s, i prefer not to get involved in it. The thought of the effort needed to woo a gal, that 'arrgh' feeling of guessing her feelings for u during that initial stage is enough to put me off. For now I am enjoying my freedom so much, i can go where i wanna go after work, i dun need to account for anyone. I dun need to put up with mood-swings, tempers and whatever. The feeling of so much space ard me is simply which words cannot describe.

Maybe there is one last thing too. I am no good guy, I have a short fuse and all kinds of shortcomings. So I guess its better that i stay alone, lest be trouble for people, esp for the people I love.

So now here's some pics for a gal whom i really adore.

>current phone wallpaper =D

elow at 12:31 午前 |

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