The stillness of a cool quiet night is VERY disturbing. As it is a cool night, I did not on the fan thus it is uber quiet. The stillness makes me feel so secluded amidst the four walls which surround me. I felt almost cut off. Internet jazz on my iTunes is not working well, so I have to on the radio to keep my ears working. If not all I can hear is the spinning fans in my mac and perhaps my own breathing.

A friend told me some matters of she being mistaken by others. Gradually, it dawned upon me it is all politics.

Politics -

politics |?p?l??tiks| plural noun [usu. treated as sing. ] the activities associated with the governance of a country or other area, esp. the debate or conflict among individuals or parties having or hoping to achieve power : the Communist Party was a major force in French politics | thereafter he dropped out of active politics. ? the activities of governments concerning the political relations between countries : in the conduct of global politics, economic status must be backed by military capacity. ? the academic study of government and the state : [as adj. ] a politics lecturer. ? activities within an organization that are aimed at improving someone's status or position and are typically considered to be devious or divisive : yet another discussion of office politics and personalities. ? a particular set of political beliefs or principles : people do not buy this newspaper purely for its politics. ? (often the politics of) the assumptions or principles relating to or inherent in a sphere, theory, or thing, esp. when concerned with power and status in a society : the politics of gender. - Oxford Dictionary

I felt a bit disheartened no doubt, even in a grp of seemingly friends, I see such acts. Rumours spread here and there, fingers started pointing, tongues started wagging. Is it the women or is it the men? I dun really comprehend, is there a need to start a fire for the sake of starting one? And then fuel and fan the smoke so that it spread and the smoke start choking the people ard it? Does it make one feel accomplished when u someone getting pointed at, accused at? Well perhaps this someone has been the bane of ur eye for sometime?

I know there is office politics. People group up with some people. Departments grp up with some departments. It is so complicated. I seen some when I was working in larger organisations or rather with more co-workers in the department. It is disgusting. I dun understand a need for all this crap. It serves hardly any purpose at all. Putting up a delectable facade is so draining. What for? It left a bad aftertaste, does it not? It makes one to be treading on his/her toes, to be on guard and maybe to be scheming. Anyway I dun get myself involved in mindless office politics. I simply do my own work and go back on time.

Anyway, I had a wonder sumptous dinner. Curry fish head!!! Ideal on a chilly day. After dinner, my mum and I went shopping for CNY's clothes. I got a new pair of jeans and 2 more tees on top of 1 more tee which i bought last Sat. whahaa..but i need more polo tees and plain shirts and a new wallet too.

For that mysterious moo thank you so much for ur tag, it is a great encouragement. Pls kindly leave more tags. :P