2005 is not exactly a good yr for me. Many ups and downs. But it is over! 2006 has arrived and 2005 just whizzed by like a trail of light.

2005 Jan - started new job in a tour agency, things were looking good at first but nevertheless it did not really end well. I quitted my job after half a year. Anyway it is not easy to work with a Japanese. In fact it came upon me that it is not easy working at all! I kind of reflected on myself and that the job was not that bad afterall and I literally gave up a chance to actually improve on my Japanese.

2005 June - Managed to find a temp job at European Broadcasting Union as Office Administrator. This is the highest pay job I got since I started working in 2003. I wished it cld be a full time one but things did not turn out well. I did offer to learn abt doing satellite feeds coordination but well..It was also during this period where my r/s with my ex plunged rock bottom. I started to get more or maybe too involved in flowerpod and got to know more friends and other people there.

2005 August - Broke up officially on the 37th month over msn. She initiated it. The feeling was NOT good. Anyway soon after I focused onto someone else, mayb I was running away from the wound of a failed r/s. It was a bad choice to 'focus' onto someone else when ur own wound has not even been closed. This was the period where my emotions went on a rollercoaster ride. Ups and downs ups and downs. My dear podder friends probably got the worst lashing from me during this period. haha but I was glad they gave me the emotional support which I needed badly. Things ended sometime in late September. It was also quite a down period but nevertheless, I got over it. hehe.

I also got to know more younger podders friends and we hang out for a few times. I missed the 'singles outings' haha cos it was such a joy just hanging out with them. I missed the paper steam boats, the ktv sessions. As all good things will come to an end, it ended before it can really take off.

2005 late Sept - Jobless, slacking at home. In healing mode and trying to get over someone. hehe.

2005 Oct - Nov - Jobless still. Interviews were not successful

2005 mid Nov - Accepted my present job

2005 late Nov - Dec - Someone from the past 'reappeared' I was silly enough to be 'hopeful' until her sis told me with a more straighforward answer. Back to the old,single and carefree me.

As for 2006, I am looking forward to my PT Uni studies, getting JLPT 2 at the end of this yr. I think I will be too busy with both work and studies until 2008? hahahahaha... My boss also told me that I 'will' be going to China for a business trip with him of cos la. Hopefull I have the chance to visit Japan too!