Right, my boss came back yesterday. Then he told me I will be going to China for a business trip sometime in early Feb. :o WHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. Eh it is a business trip to visit the company's factory and I am quite clueless where it is. WHHAHAHAHAHAHA. Shiok! Then it dawned upon me that my Uni lessons will be starting sometime in Jan and I still dun have the time table YET. WTF. This reminds me to call them after X'Mas. Anyway I asked my boss in a jokingly manner if I will ever get the chance to go Japan. He said yes. ahhaha. So old then get the chance for a business trip. hehe. He also mentioned that he is too busy, once I know the ropes, I will be handling the Japanese market. :OOOOO

My new Samsung D600 is tinted. It is no longer the perfect phone. There's some particles which got inside the screen SOMEHOW. They are at the top left hand corner of the perfect screen and my eyes keep focusing on them. Anyway I think I will get over it over time. I rem I was quite pissed when there's some funny scratch on my SE K700 previously. Still I prefer how my sold K700i works.

This wk will be a long weekend. I will be going to a friend's wedding dinner on Mon @ Raffles The Plaza. Heh I love wedding dinners well, maybe the food more. ahaha. I will going with 2 other friends. Hope the food is good and in sumptuous amount. haha. I got invitation to a colleague's church play at Victoria Concert Hall, if I rem correctly. I also got invitation to a friend's church svc.

Somehow somehow, I still cannot bring myself to church and I dunno why. Somehow I feel too 'viled' to walk into such a holy place in the presence of church people and God. The sight of people particularly church people's eyes on me when I walk in too much for me to bear. It is like having lasers shearing right through me. Worse, I fear their questions. I fear their attention. I kept telling myself, someone like me will never get blessed esp the people whom I wanted. It is a gut feeling. I can only get good stuff if they can be bought by money. Anyway, I am happy with my mac, my new mobile phone and of cos the freedom of singlehood.

Someone from the distant past came back with an sms. For what reasons she smsed me I dunno. Sure enough this cause some ripples in the new found freedom and peace of singlehood, be the ripples subtle or not. Anyway, after sms-sing her sis this morning, then I realise one thing which I shld realise long ago. Finally the answer is out. Like I said, 'someone like me will never get blessed esp the people whom I wanted.' It is like a gambler who wanted so much to strike a fortune, how many ever strike one? Same analogy applies to me. It is not abt low self esteem or whatever. It is just...oh well...Well I dun really care. A friend said, X'Mas can be a lonely time for many. So I guess the feeling of yearning will sorta fluctuate.

eh here are some sample pics from my new phone except the Fiona Xie one. hehe. Low self esteem? no way!

my senior commented like I look like a Japanese dog. knn.

-current mobile phone wallpaper.

-Fiona Xie, my goddess. hehe.

Last but not least, HAVE A BLESSED CHRISTMAS WITH ALL UR LOVED ONES AND MAY UR CHRISTMAS BE FILLED WITH LOVE,FUN,JOY and LAUGHTER!