Right, so I got myself into some witty mind game. I should have known better. Anyway, case closed. Im doing fine. Still alive and kicking, feeling normal. Its a small thing anyway. I have been thru enough shit to be beaten down by this.

A very big thank you for those friends who showed me much of their concern. whhahaha I love it, er I mean I LUB U ALL DEEPZ DEEPZ OKE? I think I shall abstain myself from women for the time being. Not that I dun like women oh I still do but for matters of the heart, nah not now. 1st priority, I need to get myself a job. Feeling really lazy these days, tho I nv felt more relaxed. 2ndly, I hope I get accepted into Uni SIM.

I was looking at my past blog entries. Little did I know I was blogging since 2003! From having a gf to being single to getting mind fucked..so much had happened in this period of time. The time I enjoyed most while single was prob the time when I was hanging out with the single podders. 1st, 2nd meeting were great. 3rd meeting was fine too. I read from a fellow friend's (single podder as well) abt some internal issues which happened this period. I hope everything is more or less settled, whatever they might be. Certain things are best guo le jiu suan le ba, ?了就算了?.

I am always one the last or one of the last to know what's going on in a grp, is it me or am I just too 'wood' to know?ahhaha. Sometimes it is also good not to know too much. Getting urself entangled in petty political mind games or whatever is nv a nice experience. For me I just want a grp or clinque of guys n gals to hang out and have fun with. Will it be nice if things are simple like this? I hope things can stay simple.

Have anyone of u added so many people in ur MSN list until sometimes U do not really know who they are? hahaha I think I have over 100 people in my list. Good thing is I am using Adium (Mac's IM prgm which can connect u to almost all the IM prgms now) which can actually allow me to rename my MSN's contact individually. I cant imagine if everyone decide to change their nick from time to time..how am I supposed to recognise them?? ahaha