I slept a little earlier than usual last night. Not quite myself. Anyway I was abruptly woken up by a disturbing dream in the morning. It is disturbing becos I dreamt of my late dad who passed away almost 5 yrs ago. This is dream is particularly bewildering as it left my inner self tangled and shell shocked.

I dream he jumped down from my old flat in AMK. Why AMK? I dunno! Alright, it was in the afternoon. He popped a cig like he always did after lunch. Then he disappeared. The next scene was I saw him outside his room's window. Cut scene. I saw him walking and balancing himself on the bamboo sticks used for hanging out ur clothes. It came to my surprise later how the bamboo did not succumb to his weight. He kept puffing his cig, then he threw the cig down. A moment later, he jumped down as well.

I could even remember how he flipped and turned and the position of his hands when he was plummeting down. I rem I was with my mum witnessing this tragedy. Soon after, he landed on a grass patch with a thump and even bounced up abit. No blood, nothing at all, perhaps sub-sub conciously I did not want to see the blood and gaw?

The next moment I woke up. It was so surreal. The incident looked real and yet not so cos he already passed away. So what's it all abt? Anyway this is not the 1st time I dreamt abt him. I would rather he gave some numbers for me to strike 4D or something.

Felt better after telling HY and another friend who even helped me to decipher this dream. haha. amazing.

But I felt really good after sweating it out after a short 10 min skipping. (yes i started finally) When the pespiration poured out, I felt refreshed and rejuvinated. For a moment I even felt happy. Dreams are dreams..whatever they really mean.