It was probably not in the future plans that I will be enrolling in a University degree course. The mouldy staled reason I always tell myself and others is "No money" Indeed true, my mum was not very supportive of me going for a degree course whatever her reason was. Well,the fact was NEVER the money issue but perhaps my lack of determination to convince her that I really want to go for a degree course. So there it goes, poly > NS > work. No plans, yet.

But I am glad things have changed for the better. Perhaps its due to humane factors, perhaps it is myself who have realised that having a degree might be better afterall,perhaps someone has spurted me. Ever since I ORDed, I was never in the design line. It sucks anyway, my frineds who are/were working as designers are/were working like dogs or even lower. As a close friend used to decscribe, a graphic whore. I have been doing operations/administrative positions. Some which I never really treasured.

For example, I kinda of regretted I quited my previous full time perm job as a tour executive. I have let things to get to personal. But anyway, past is past, no point crying over spilled milk. During the periods when I was jobless and slacking at home and while browsing through jobs websites. I always realised many of those operation and administrative positions actually required some forms of Biz dip or degree. I have seen many of my applications were labelled as "Under further considerations", I guess this is due to my dip which was really a non-relevant cert.

Also as a man, it will only be beneficial if u have goals and ambitions. What is a man without goals and ambitions? To live each day by each day? What will that make me look like? I dun think I was really such a person when I was in poly. Whatever the reasons which cause it, they are probably excuses.

So tml I wil be going down to SIM for openhouse. Hope I will get to obtain more information abt the degree which I want to pursue.

vFirst thing, I need to get a perm full time job to finance myself.

Secondly, I will enroll in SIM School of Business, hopefully to start next Jan.

Thirdly, I will continue to strive for my Jpn JLPT1, hopefully to get JLPT 2 next yr.

Fourth, a driving license.

Finally, the future looks slightly lit :) No more a headless fly buzzing ard aimlessly.