Johann Low

火曜日, 5月 24, 2005

[The fucking weather]

Went out ytd in the ultra humid n sickening warm sticky weather. I was perspiring non-stop due to the fucked up weather and the 150% humidity in the air. But I was like sweating cold sweat and I felt I might be falling sick.

Sure enough, after I got home in the evening my body was aching. During the night I developed a slight fever I think cos I rem feeling cold with the fan blowing.

How is the weather like now? sometimes its like this

1)morning - FUCKING HOT, I can feel the sun inching towards me. Its so hot that I can almost choke on the thickness of the humidity in the air

2)ard 1-2, the sky will be partially dark clouded. The heat will intense to ard 35 C. I could sweat as if I just ran 2.4KM with only a short walk.

3)evening time it will rain. Night time, the density of the humidity inside will be so intense I felt as if I am breathing in clouds.

There are other times when the above mentioned order wil go into random mode. Weather is topsy turvy. Hot,wet,cold,wet hot cold,hot hot wet cold wet....What the fuck is happening?! After I got my lunch this afternoon, my back was dripping with sweat. I felt as if I sprint up from the ground floor to my unit.

Anyway, after taking a panadol tablets today did not make me feel any better. I could feel my body heating up a moment, normal the next. As usual, I was on MC. Yes MC. hohoho MC, yeah MC,YAY MC, whoohooo MC.

There was an impulse for me to hit something, eg the wall, i wish i had a punching bag,something to vent off some "frustrations" inside me. Honestly I dunno why but I just felt this urge to purge some mind poison. I guess it mst be some remnants of yester years depresssion acting up again.

Sometimes alone at home, I have this habit of tokking to myself. Cos many a times, I just could not find anyone to tok to. I like Macs,Apple stuff. I got hardly anyone to share my thoughts with,except a few online friends. I like gadgets, most of my closed friends do not. Some of my friends are either too busy or simply MIA at times. I can have a billion and one thoughts going inside my head and I can find no one to tok to, except my dear old self.

I wonder if Im really nuts.

elow at 11:33 午後 |

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