Johann Low

日曜日, 2月 27, 2005

[Getting old]

Everyone is afraid of getting old,including myself. Come to think of it, I will be turning 25 this year. I cannot imagine it was like a fart away I was 21. However when I was 21, I was trapped in a 2.5 yrs system called National Service. Being 21 I was angry abt being in stuck in NS and of course at the time being depressed. When I was 21, I rem a few years ago I was only 17. - One blur bloke who just got himself into polytechnic into a course which not many people will take.

I felt "old" suddenly when I was attending my Jpn class yesterday. My classmates were somewhat divided into 2 grps. Grp A is the more conservative type consisting of aunties or a few young adults ard my age. They are the more "typical" Singaporeans. There is another grp which I shall name Grp B. This grp consists of young teenagers poly students I think. They are more Jpn wannabes whom u can find when the Jpn fever was in SG. They remind so much of myself, except that they are far more affluent than me. There is this pair of sis and bro, they are chauffered ard in a 7 series brand new BMW. There's another guy who drives his mother red hot Mazda RX-8 to school. This guy is confident,affluent and is all can take. Really reminded me of one friend whom I get to know when I was in Singtel. Even his voice sounds almost the same. Oh yeah, he always bring his PSP to let us enjoy the clips and games.

The feeling of a age gap came suddenly. I felt detached. I AM like them, or WAS I like them? They were nuts abt Jpn stuff, they like the music,games,fashion. They are almost a perfect replica of the me in poly. Nowadays I almost halt in Jpn pop, I stopped those pop magazines, news...even dramas. I remember I was head over heels over Jpn dramas. Anyone rem Heaven's Coins - Hoshinokinka 1 and 2（星の金貨)? Beach Boys?Love Century? Under One Roof? Ienakiko (家なき子）These were and still are the cream of Jpn dramas.The main thing keeping me wif contact is comics,games and anime.

Ah anyway, I hope I wil be able to keep my job and get JLPT2 this year. With JLPT2, I hope to get a better job wif better pay and in the following year, JLPT 1 and even a better paying job. haha.

Oh yah, I saw Tanya Chua at HMV today!! She was doing a autograph session and I was suprised to see so LITTLE people. There was not even a crowd and I muster up so closely to the stage as if I was a reporter. LingZhi was hosting this session and she kept prompting people to buy buy buy her album. The songs are nice tho, esp the duet wif Stephanie Sun. Tanya and Lingzhi looked prettier in person.

That time Stephanie Sun came to Sun Plaza for autograph session, Sun Plaza was so packed I cld only catch a thumbprint of her petite stature. How come Tanya one so few pple????

elow at 10:04 午後 |

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