Johann Low

月曜日, 12月 06, 2004

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Working in a Japanese based company has been my dreams since I got interested in Jpn culture and its language. So there I am now, working in a travel agency which deals with Jpn clients ONLY. Moreover,my manager is a Jpn so I will need to speak Jpn everyday and listen to his instructions. But not all is going well.

Even though I studied Jpn for 3+ yrs, my profiency in speaking and listening is fcuked up, thanks to my previous sch which did not emphasis in speaking and listening. Reading and writing I am still oke but honestly my level has dropped quite abit from the 2.5 yrs in army having depression and suffering the after-effects of it.

Speaking, listening, writing relatively simple Japanese is still oke. But there are times when my Jpn manager will explain full force in Jpn and I will have trouble catching up.
-_-; Furthermore, my boss (a Singaporean) and another colleague's Jpn are so fluent that it really put me to shame with my standard. Ah well, hope it will improve with them, if they let me stay there long enough.

If my performance in Jpn is not good enough, I certainly hope they will let me get my pay chq at the end of this month so that I can buy my POWERMAC HWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

My imagination can be so real that I can feel as if it is. And most of the time it is about bad situations. I can imagine to the most excruciating details, the exact feelings. Thus there was a period when I was standing on the verge of sanity and insanity. Things are better now, with prayers that is.

elow at 1:11 午前 |

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