Johann Low

月曜日, 10月 25, 2004

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I dunno since when I have became an escapist. To escape from problems and such. Could be it my post depression days which caused all these side effects? Ever since army days, I got into depression and due to that, I gained like 10KG. Still now whenever I feel stressed or that ridiculous tinge of fear and uncertainty again, I will crave for food. Making my stomach full will at least give me a sense of well-being, at least it wil divert my attention away for awhile.

This is extremely visual if anyone notice my gaming patterns. EVEN when playing game, I am afraid of new enemies, afraid of meeting tough bosses, afraid of difficult stages. So in my collection (not many) of PS2 games, there are quite a no. which I never really completed. Mostly are RPG games which need quite a deal of patience,brains and strategy. Well I mst admit I am not a very brainy or street smart person, thus I might not be suitable for such games.

Even for action games, I will face difficulties more than anyone else. The most difficult action game I played to date is probably Ninja Gaiden. Yes I got an X-Box,Crystal Limited Edition from Starhub promo.hehe..It is because of Ninja Gaiden then I decided to plunge another 2 yrs contract with Starhub. Well this game's difficulty really put my patience to the limit.

I already replayed countless times when facing with the 1st boss. Of course countless times when facing other bosses. Now I am stuck in another difficult stage in some underground volcano area. But somehow something is pushing me to continue in this game, even when the odds is against me. I remember facing one boss, the skeletal dragon. Due to the earlier stages before this boss, I used up all of my elixirs, thus I am only with my pathetic life bar which is about 1/5 of the dragon. Well somehow I managed to defeat it and I feel so proud. HAHA.

And, tml is monday. I hate mondays because I need to face another week of working.

elow at 1:11 午前 |

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