The truth,often something bad about urself,is certainly unwelcomed. When I was in polytechnic especially during critic sessions. I would offensively defend my work against all kinds of bad critics. I knew there were times when I was simply lazy and not willing to spend a bit more effort in improving, so when someone be it the lecturer or fellow classmates pointed out this error, I would erupt. Fortunately, I got a few real friends who rebuked me on my behaviour. Their rebuke though really did not sound nice but it was simply for my own good. I thus learnt to open my mind to critics taking it down with good will.
Again when I was younger, I felt insulted when people say I am short.
Well now, to me. Its simply open fact that I am not-so-tall,not-so-thin, bad tempered,impatient,rude,direction-idiot,blur,lazy,inconsiderate,blunt,like to ogle at pretty gals,like makeup stuff,indecisive (trying to eradicate this),childish at times,big ego at times,paranoid,low self esteem. I mst be the most unwanted and useless person on Earth! In fact most of these are in my profile! hwhahahaah. But then I openly admit to all these.
Honestly, due to my own experiences. I feel that everyone is selfish or should be selfish. Most Singaporean Chinese families are not really families in my standard. They can share laughter and fun but never woes and sufferings. For example was when my family was in debts, my eldest uncle was not even willing to withdraw a single cent to help us. His reason was he helped my dad enough. But did he consider us? It will make a big difference if he helped! At least my dad might be still alive if he bothered to lend us the money during that period! Fuck the brotherly ties. :/
The more so if one begins to work in the society. Be too nice and soft and everyone will climb on top of you and piss.
The President Charity Show is back!!! More donations Singapore!!! I wonder what new gimmicks they are going to pull up this time.I might give them a few good ideas.
[I Love]
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hypocrisy, injustice, shallowness, materialism, lies.
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