Johann Low

火曜日, 6月 29, 2004

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This is gonna be some old ramblings abt church,Singapore and other stuff if I am awake enough to jot everything down.

I stopped going to church since yr 2002. I remembered I attended the X Mas event in 2001 but during that period it was the onset of my backsliding. The reason is pretty much the same as everyone else's. Often when a new believer comes in, he/she wil be treated well especially. Over the time, things will get waned down. What irked me most was I did not see the things that were supposed to be done by the so-called leaders of a cell group. A recent email further proved this. I somehow managed to get back some of my ex cg's email address and I simply emailed them back asking how they are now as a gesture of good will. Well none replied. This was the same thing which happened after I stopped attending service and CG(cell grp) meetings. They probably blocked my address.

So I concluded, church going is simply a folly. There is no point in building up a rapport with ur church mates - so called fellow brothers and sisters in the holy name of God. Why ? They dun care,simply put. They are all the same, selfish,self centered,self conceited. I dun care what personal,work problems you face(referring to the leader),YOU are the leader,YOU are supposed to take care of your members. Most, I believed are just going through the motions. I emailed my ex cg leader and other members so many times, who actually replied ? At least, the leader did not. Leader,yeah right. The same goes for sms-ing them. They did not bother. The only thing that one can depend in this world is money. Spiritual wise, God. A fallen "brother" is reckoned as a condemned fugitive to the eyes of my ex CG leader, a hopeless case.

Well sometimes I still feel God still speaks to me in His Way.

Singapore can boast its "superior" infrastructure as a lure for foreign investments no more. Why ? Cos basic infrastructure like true good broadband internet access is not even a norm for the average consumer. Thanks to a bunch of old,backward and technophobic peasants in the IDA. Singapore internet speed (commercially viable) is at least 10 times and more, slower than countries like Sweden,Japan,Korea India and China. Fastest available access speed is 3mbps whichis often market as 3000kbps to the local peasants. In countries like those I mentioned above, they are getting speeds like 45mbps or for the sake of any peasants who might be reading this, 45 000 kbps.(3 zeroes) Of cos, there are higher bandwidth available like 100mbps, or 100 000kbps. The same thing for 3G, IDA is taking its own sweet time into implementing this network into SG. Why is IDA so slow in technology ? Even Shanghai has 10mbps.

Singapore is losing its foothold as a IT hub. Hub my foot, when internet access is slower than China's !!!

Zhong Hua Ming Guo Banzai. haha..

中華民国万歳！！！！

elow at 2:02 午前 |

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