Johann Low

月曜日, 10月 27, 2003

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A church nowadays is a place for meeting people,possibly bfs or gfs. Its only for the church benefits if the church gets bigger and bigger. It is oso a place for doing biz as i think why of my "friends" doing some biz are suddenly going to church. Its getting more n more like a community center where gospels r sang every sun and stories and philosphies r taught.

After 2+ yrs of absence, i do realised how naive i was to believe in e people of e church. I do thot they were friendly,kind n willing to accept. The fact is, no one bothers. How do i noe? Cos e leaders or other members do nothing when they see fellow so called "brothers n sisters" backslided. How do i noe again ? Cos i seen enuff cases in my own cg and im one of them. Church is like a company or shld i say MULTILEVEL MARKETTING OR NETWORK MARKETTING which reaps in huge amts of monetary profits without having to spend lots on investments. E investments r simple, on e people.

This is even more truth when pple of some churches go ard orchard road proclaiming God loves them, how ? Simply by saying "God loves u and come to Jesus" Or better they will peddle their church via HDB viod decks asking uncles and aunties to go church so that they can "donate" every sun if they get converted. Did Jesus do that ? Or did he demonstrate e power simply thru miracles ?

Like one of my friend like to say, "Keep ur fucking religion to ur fucking self"

DUN tell me God love me, DUN tell me God loves me yesterday,today and tomorrow. I dun need to know all these.

Strangely enuff, i still felt a tinge of frustrations after all these yrs, mayb its the fact tat i dun get a proper venting. Mayb this caused me to degrade or fall further more. Or is it im stupid to believe that people of church really r different frm others ?

im plugging out of all this nonsense

elow at 11:50 午後 |

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